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Purim 5687: "I Accept Upon Myself the Four Executions"

As I Heard Them, Vol. 1, pp. 256-257, no. 95

Purim 5687 (1927) was ter­ri­fy­ing. “Who are they, the Yevsek­tzia?!”17 the Rebbe screamed. “A rabbi’s son? A butcher’s son? A vil­lager’s son? I am not fright­ened by them. ” His in­ten­sity be­came fiery. He un­but­toned his kapota; you could see his tallis katan. “I ac­cept upon my­self the four forms of ex­e­cu­tion, ” he screamed. “When you see the body aflame you should not have com­pas­sion. ”

The chos­sid R. Meir Sim­cha be­gan shout­ing, “We need the Rebbe here.”

But the Rebbe re­peated again and again, “We must sac­ri­fice our lives — but not send our chil­dren to their schools. ”

Know­ing that in­form­ers were present we were very fright­ened and called his mother, the Reb­bet­zin, to re­strain him. He stood up the mo­ment she came, but told her, “Mother, go back to your room and say some Tehillim, with tears — with no one watch­ing. That will help. ” And he re­as­sured her, “I am not do­ing any of this on my own ini­tia­tive. I asked Fa­ther. ”

The Reb­bet­zin con­tin­ued to stand and speak, un­til he fainted — and barely re­vived.

Ev­ery­one was in dread. The ar­rest came af­ter Shavuos.

  1. The rabidly anti-religious “Jewish Section” of the Soviet Communist Party. ↩
LeadershipMesiras NefeshBittul

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The Great Purim in Rogochov and Reb Yossele's Megillah Gelt

As I Heard Them, Vol. 1, pp. 63-64, no. 3

The “Great Purim” took place in Ro­go­chov, and my zeide told this story:

Reb Yos­sele der chaz­zan , a chos­sid whom the Al­ter Rebbe once blessed to be­come wealthy, lived in Ko­rma, and on that “Great Purim” he came to Ro­go­chov. (Ko­rma is close to Ro­go­chov.) The Mit­teler Rebbe hon­ored Reb Yos­sele with read­ing the Megillah, and, right in the mid­dle — when he read [Haman’s proud state­ment] Whom would the king wish to honor more than me?6 — he spat, “Feh, ke­li­pah!”

The next morn­ing ev­ery­one as­sumed that, know­ing how the Mit­teler Rebbe de­tested any out­ward show, some­one else would read the Megillah. How­ever, the Mit­teler Rebbe called him again, and when he came to the ta­ble the Mit­teler Rebbe told him, “You do not know that one must first put Megillah gelt on the ta­ble”7 — and the Rebbe laid down a golden ren­del coin, and each of the more than a thou­sand gvirim there fol­lowed suit, lay­ing down a golden ren­del.

The Al­ter Rebbe’s bless­ing was ful­filled and he be­came a gvir.

  1. Esther 6:6. ↩
  2. There was a custom to put money on the table for the person who read the Megillah. ↩
Temimus (sincerity)EmunahLeadership

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Four Cups and the Teachings After Chatzos

As I Heard Them, Vol. 1, pp. 485-486, no. 6

Continued from the biography of R. Eliyahu Akiva Lipskar:

In the year 5712 (1952) the Lip­skars ar­rived in Canada.

That year, in honor of Purim, the Rebbe sent him a ticket to en­able him to travel to him. He re­marked to the Rebbe’s sec­re­tary Rabbi Hadakov that he did not have the ap­pro­pri­ate doc­u­ments to reen­ter Canada. The Rebbe re­sponded with a smile that his mother had in­formed him of R. Eliyahu’s suc­cess in deal­ing with the Rus­sian bor­der guards – and now he couldn’t sort some­thing out? On Purim in those years when he would par­take in the fes­tive far­bren­gen, the Rebbe would tell him to say “ l’chaim. ” On one oc­ca­sion, af­ter say­ing “l’chaim” and fin­ish­ing the cup, the Rebbe in­di­cated to him to have an­other cup – and he drank an­other cup. Fol­low­ing the sec­ond cup the Rebbe said “Nu!” and he had a third. The Rebbe then in­di­cated with his holy hand that the cup should be full. Fol­low­ing this, the Rebbe stated that he should have yet an­other cup. And so, R. Eliyahu drank four large cups, un­til he was rolling un­der the ta­ble…

Be­fore he re­turned home, the Rebbe told him in yechidus that when he ar­rives back in Toronto he should re­port what he had heard in New York. R. Eliyahu an­swered that the ideas which were said be­fore chat­zos he could tell over, how­ever, he had not heard the teach­ings from chat­zos and on­ward. The Rebbe re­sponded that af­ter chat­zos they were much bet­ter than be­fore…

Kabbolas OlHiskashrusSimcha

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Today We Farbreng, Tomorrow the Iron Brushes

As I Heard Them, Vol. 1, p. 242, no. 69

The Rebbe once said on Purim, “To­day, we far­breng and talk, and to­mor­row it is likely that what we talked about will need scour­ing and scrub­bing with iron brushes. To­day, though, this is what we need. ”3

  1. One needs to ascend from his current state, though he knows that the ascent is not the ultimate level. ↩
EmesSimcha

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"A Person Can Live With a Heart Defect"

As I Heard Them, Vol. 1, p. 224, no. 40

On Purim 5686 (1926) a young man gave the gab­bai, R. Elchanan, a pidyon ne­fesh on be­half of his nephew in Homil, who suf­fered from heart dis­ease. At the fes­tive Purim seu­dah, which be­came a far­bren­gen that stretched into the night, the young man stood nearby the Rebbe and gath­ered the courage to ask, “A bracha for Zal­man. ”

The Rebbe spoke into the young man’s ear: “You al­ready wrote a pidyon; I read the pidyon care­fully. Write to him that if he takes upon him­self the sup­port of a cheder, then I take upon my­self his health is­sue. ” And as the Rebbe spoke, his holy hand struck his heart. “A per­son can live with a heart de­fect. I am telling you this now, ” he con­tin­ued, “but cus­tom­ar­ily, when you come to me for yechidus, I sit with a cig­a­rette and say noth­ing to you; though the in­side of my stom­ach may be churn­ing — I say noth­ing. But now I am telling you. ”

Power of a mitzvahCompassionSanctity of a tzaddik

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A Nigun Is the Composer Himself

As I Heard Them, Vol. 1, pp. 214-215, no. 26

I think it was on Purim, 5686 (1926), af­ter the Al­ter Rebbe’s ni­gun and af­ter the danc­ing. The Rebbe had sat down by the west­ern wall, and I went over and said to him that I heard from my zeide — and he heard from the Tzemach Tzedek — that One who re­peats a teach­ing1 is no more than as though the au­thor is stand­ing be­fore him; but with a ni­gun, it is the com­poser of the ni­gun, him­self.

And the Rebbe said, “Emes, emes (True, true). ”

  1. Talmud Yerushalmi, Kiddushin 1:7: One who repeats a teaching in the name of its author should picture the author as though standing before him. ↩
Power of a niggunHiskashrus

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A Bracha on an Untilled Field

As I Heard Them, Vol. 1, pp. 238-239, no. 63

R. Aharon Leib Lein — the grand­son of R. Chaim Dovid, the shochet of Nevel — told me that when he came from Poltava to spend Purim in Leningrad, and had yechidus af­ter Purim, the Rebbe asked him, “Did you hear what we spoke here?”

“I would like a bracha, ” he said.

“A bless­ing from a Jew is note­wor­thy, ” the Rebbe an­swered. “A bless­ing from a Torah scholar is cer­tainly note­wor­thy; a bless­ing from the son of holy pure tzad­dikim is ab­so­lutely note­wor­thy. But what is a bracha? Rain, the bracha of rain — when one plows and sows and Hashem gives rain, then good things grow, good ker­nels. But on an un­tilled field there is noth­ing. ”

Emes

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To Be Broken Is Even Better

As I Heard Them, Vol. 1, pp. 388-389, no. 14

I think it was Purim in Leningrad, 5667 (1907). The Rebbe Rashab sat at the head of the long ta­ble and we stood around the ta­ble. Be­hind us, peo­ple were stand­ing on a chair, lean­ing on us to hear bet­ter – and the chair broke. Beryl Yude­vitch (may G-d avenge his blood) mut­tered to him­self, “Even bet­ter.”32

The Rebbe heard his words and re­peated time and again, “To be bro­ken is even bet­ter. ”

  1. Apparently, they had been leaning on him. ↩
HumilityBittul

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